over nearly 20 years, ive wanted to be happy. and i guess ive always connected happiness with a relationship. but over the times ive had, i dont see the point. i guess i just dont give a fuck anymore. all i have experienced is heartbreak and disappointment, so fuck it. until i am proved otherwise, i think that trying to find “that special someone” is a pure waste of time. guys like me, get burned. so why try? just so i can get played again? lied to again? cheated on again? fuck it. im gunna hang with my friends and enjoy myself. i dont need some bitch to ruin my life. im sure i could manage that on my own. i guess when you have wanted something your whole life, and it kills you time after time, you get bitter. ive been told im a nice guy with a chip on my shoulder, well now its a canyon. or maybe im just another guy who is an easy target for vendictive women, seems to be true. so basically, i dont care anymore. love is over rated, if it actually exists. i doubt it.
Posted on Sunday, 31 May 2009
